will i survive with this regret??
then, i just realize that my precious time will never be back to me..
if i could.. i would turn back the time to repair many mistakes in the past..
there should be no regret at this moment.. but – i know one thing for sure
that no body is perfect..
but – it is totally different from the others ( iam still talkin’ about
the mistake)
i mean it is all about extraordinary mistakes - yeah
-unforgiveable mistakes
well, i think it is truly dangerous to talk about .. as i have already told you..
those will always be my top secret :) hate to be me..
do i have to cry for this???
do i have to condem my self ???
how can i forgive my self ???
now, it is too late.. iam drownin’ in regret.. it will be the real fact
i have to face..
in the rest of my life.. hopefully i can be stronger for every single day..
pheww.. it is really difficult to be me.. right now, iam just tryin’ to be
super-duper hard in strugglin’ — to be the real me..
just wanna prove to the world that i can be a better my self ..
wanna show my father that iam exactly his pride..
also wanna dedicate my best to other people around me.. at least,
to my family..
from now on, i just dont wanna talk about regret “AGAIN” in my future..
it is no use complaining along the time – about my past..
there is more significant thing to do – Making a difference
to survive..
well, i guess that is the only thing i have to do next..
so, if you were like this..
all you have to do is – doin’ the same thing like i do
and of course.. just promise to yourself not to talk about regret “AGAIN”
in your future..
--Luz --
Surabaya, Dec 19, 2008
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